January of 1981, I left
home for my first semester at Baptist Bible College in Springfield. I believed I was being called to prepare to
be a youth minister. My study habits
however said something different and I failed my first semester. I returned in the fall and did a little
better but I had used up my $2,500 student loan and I wasn’t eligible for
another one. I joined a couple of other
guys and during the winter break we went to the panhandle of Oklahoma hoping to
get a grunt job on an oil drilling platform.
The goal was to make enough money to pay for my next semester of
school. Nine days later - no job and I
was at my wits end. I called my parents collect
and asked them for a bus ticket home.
Shortly after the first of the year I went into the Air Force
recruitment office and volunteered for active duty. July of 1982, I reported for basic
training. Several years later, my
marriage dissolved to the point that I was divorced and because of the
conversative tradition that I grew up in, I thought my call to ministry was
dead, done for . . . null and void. So,
I made plans for the rest of my life and none of them involved being in active
ministry in a local church.
You have probably heard
the following, “Humans make plans and God laughs.” I really did not understand the idea that God
is our ever-present help, constantly attentive, and always working out God’s
will for us. I really did not have my
finger on the pulse of Psalm 121 or any comprehension of how vast God’s grace
and love truly is for us.
Psalm 121 is the second
Psalm of Ascent and would certainly be natural for a pilgrim on a perilous
journey to recite on their way to Jerusalem.
It is a Psalm that reminds all that God protects the path of the sojourner. God is vigilant and does not sleep, does not
turn away or lose sight of us. Or that
God is endlessly awake and fully attentive no matter what our level of need,
safety, or distress. For the Psalmist to
open with “I look to the hills, from where does my help come?” is a rhetorical
question. The writer already knows that
it is the “maker of heaven and earth.”
This Psalm is a reminder that each of us can have confidence in God’s
watchfulness and that we can persevere – we can keep on going and never give up
because God is with us. Through all of
life, God is with us. God’s goodness and
mercy are with us and will continue to go before us no matter what life may
bring our way.
This might bring to mind
the words of a 20th century folk song. The lyrics remind us that “He’s got the whole
world in his hands.” But they don’t
simply speak of creation, they go on to say, “He’s got you and me
brother/sister, in his hands.” Each one
of us are the focus of God’s attention and that kind of love is intended to
invite us – invite us to follow “the way.”
God desires that we follow the way that will lead to life and life
abundant. This is life found in God’s
grace and goodness; this is life under the watchful eye of God who is our
“keeper.”
I invite you to take time
and read each of the scriptures above followed by reflection on the questions
below. Ponder the ways in which God is
watching over you, protecting you, and keeping you. Lastly, I pray that God bless the reading of
God’s Word and the meditations of your heart.